Hats off to all the Single Mommys!

My sister is out the hospital and in recovery mode. So guess who has been playing Mommy?? I have a new found respect for single mothers and even wives/mothers. I never really realized how hard it was. Im kind of grateful that I dont have kids yet. I know for sure that I want to be married to a responsible, loving, affectionate and hardworking man before I even think of concieving. That seems like such a hard to thing to find in L.A.... So maybe I'll move down south... Im kidding.

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I Wish it Would Rain

So why have I never heard of this song before??? He is just so adorable and soulful. Am going to dedicate the next hour to youtube & Mayer Hawthorne.

Weekend In Pictures

Went to Upland for my cuzzos bday at a sports bar. The guys there were so extra but the $3.50 drinks totally made up for it!

Sunday we went to Magic Mountain. I dont know when I became terrified of rollercoasters.

My Dad even came!

But the best part of the day was spending time with my neice in the kiddie section. Because I could actually stomach the rides... That and her smile always makes me sooo happy.

"Dont add Kip Drordy"

OMG Kip Drordy has a facebook page. First watch the latest episode of South Park and then add him as a friend on
Facebook It is sooooo super funny.

Smile

I was so lost back then but with a little help from my friends, I saw the light at the tunnel at the end.
At first when I see you cry it makes me smile, At worst I feel bad for a while, but then I just smile
I go ahead and smile......

Picture trail

Me in my 1st non plus size shirt since the begining of 08 :-)

Saturday night bowling.Sissys sense of humor.

Sabotage

Aim for the heart battle of the sexes. All's fair in Love & War.Casualties expected.
This divorce could get so messy. I am trying so hard to play fair and help us to remain friends but the truth, it has a funny way of coming up.
There are just things in his character that are making things hard.
Financially this marriage has hurt me big time. I dont want to take him to court but... I dont want him to take the next girl out with the money he owes me and its a lot.










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I Just Want to be Loved

Don't feel no pity for me
Cause I'm going through a couple things,
Life means change,
That's the way it goes
All my life I had a constant burning
A strong deep,desire
An aching ambiguous,yearning,yearning,
yearning
For something better
For something bigger
For something wider
For something higher
And lots of regrets
Cause I ain't seem to found it yet
I've been searching around the world
Never knowing what to expect
I get sad sometimes
Yes I be mad sometimes
Cause I'm out here on the grind
Making mine
And I still can't seem to find
What I've been looking for
Opened so many doors
For real,yo
I just wanna be loved...