No weigh in today because I am in the process of moving.
No one plans to to get divorced when they get married. No one puts their all into a company for 5 years for it to go out of business. So I'm feeling stuck.
With so much going on I just laid on the couch most days. I let my husband take care of me because he was so eager to. Even though we are separated I let him pay the bills while I laid on the couch occasionally going out. Now I'm ready to get up. I have to learn how to be independent again so I'm moving back with my Dad until I can get it together somehow.
My life is in shambles right now but somehow Ive managed to get by. Every month that I have survived with out a job and sometimes without a dime to my name is a gift from God so this morning I'm feeling pretty blessed. I know He's placed some great people in my life specifically for this time and I'm so grateful.